Hale o Heidi

I really love sushi and thought this was really cute!!

choosing a topic to write about sometimes hard. i try not to get too personal being this is a public website. i am sitting in a coffee shop, i was going to read the paper but then i found out that there is a internet outlet at some of the tables! i went to my car and got out my laptop. sat down only to find out that i forgot the phone line at home! i got 3 of them!! and not a single one in my case!!! I gotta get more organized! I forgot one of the phone lines at maile’s house and the other 2 are at home. so decided to play games instead but then i am not very good at games so i gave up and decided to work on my weblogs. everyone is asking me to update my site but… the thing is… there is so much going on… and much too personal for this site. those of you know what i am talking about know what i mean.

trying to figure out what i am going to do… where to go… when to do it… and so forth. nobody said life would be easy. watching the children and seeing what a carefree world they live in.. i sometimes wish my life was that way. but then again… there are somethings about being carefree… and what it comes with at my day and age.

sometimes you just wish you could just get up and go.. do what you want.. when you want.. and of course the best part… “how you want it”. having children can tie you down. i am not complaining. i am just stating how it is. the good thing about children… having to share laughter…. at the age my children are at now…. its great! as they get older they are more and more fun! up until their teenage years… we all know what thats all about.. and we can only hope for the best. we are role models… sort of.. (sorry mom) but i think every one feels the somewhat the same as i do.. we dont always want to do the same thing as our moms. But god knows I love my mom with all my heart and soul. I love you mom.