Thoughts of Her
There are times when I think about a certain someone from the past. I can’t help myself, the memory of the person just appears. Sometimes when I’m out and about, I wonder if today will be the day that we will bump into each other. It almost seems inevitable. After all it’s a small world, and an even smaller island.
There are times when I think that I wouldn’t mind seeing her, but then there are times when I think it would be best if we never crossed paths again. Too much time has passed, too much history, and too much hurt on both ends.
Even though the relationship ended on a bad note, I find it difficult to recall the bad memories. When thoughts of her appear, it’s always good thoughts. That’s one of the great things about memories; time has a way of fading the bad memories and highlighting the good ones.
Still, I’ve come to the realization that whether I see her again or not, I’ll never see her again, at least not the way that I used to. That will forever be a memory.