Mirage

The summer heat wakes me from my sleep.
My neck and pillow are locked in a wet kiss.
I turn the pillow over and hope
that the cool side is cool;
It’s not.

I look over my shoulder towards the clock.
One-thirty in the morning.
I sigh and close my eyes,
pushing the blanket further away with hands and feet.

I roll over and look at the clock again.
Three-forty. What happened to the past two hours?
I hate when that happens.

I slide out of bed and walk in the dark,
ignoring every lamp and light switch.
A 100 watt bulb would feel like the sun.

My feet find relief on the kitchen floor.
From one ceramic tile to the next
in search of a cooler square,
I crisscross the darkened room
as if I’m playing tic-tac-toe with myself.

I open the refrigerator and freezer doors anticipating a chill.
It’s not as cool as I had hoped.
Gently I squeeze a bag of frozen vegetables
just to make sure the freezer is working.

I pour guava nectar into a glass.
The juice is chilled,
and I gulp without tasting.
The juice splashes inside my chest
and irrigates the desert within.

11 Responses to “Mirage”

  1. Dad Says:

    I have never said this same feeling, but if I had, I could only wish that I had said it as eloqently as you have. Love

  2. Karen Says:

    You do have such a great way with words. I enjoyed that. Raise another glass to a break from the heat…

    *HUGS*

  3. peggy Says:

    my favorite line: ‘the juice splashes inside my chest’

    good stuff, Kane.

  4. Egypt Says:

    The last line sums it all up for me. “Irrigates the desert within”. I love that, You may mean it in a very simplisitc way, but I think we all have a deserts within us and we spend our lives trying to quench our thirst. Very beautifully written kane.

  5. Susan Says:

    you are so gifted. poetry is very hard to me, but for you it seems to flow effortlessly.

  6. mom Says:

    Another beautiful entry……how did I ever get such a talented son?
    You make my heart SING!

  7. Michele Says:

    Great words for something most of us are going thru! I really do wonder sometimes where the two hours go between peeks at the alarm! I know I’m not sleeping thru them. A/C can be such a blessing when it works!

  8. annalise Says:

    you are natually gifted with words, and with the camera. :)

  9. Anne Y Says:

    Who is the poet who wrote Mirage? Who?

  10. Anne Y Says:

    Who is the poet who wrote Mirage? It;s a great poem, but no
    mention is made of the author,\.” Is it a digital poem?

  11. Kane Says:

    Anne, I am the author of all the writings at this site.
    Thanks for your interest and kind words.

    kane~

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