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Random Thoughts

February 28th, 2005

‘a’ole au i ‘olelo hawai’i no ka manawa lo’ihi loa a ‘a’ole au makemake e poina i ka ‘olelo. pa’akiki ina ‘a’ohe po’e i hiki ke kama’ilio ma ka ‘olelo hawai’i. ‘o ia ka pilikia me ka ha’alele ‘ana i ke ola hawai’i aka he aha la ka hana? no’ono’o au ina ‘a’ole au i ha’alele, ‘a’ole e hana ‘ia ana kela mau mea ‘ino … so … hu. he mea e no’ono’o ai. aka, hu ka ‘eha o ka na’au i ka no’ono’o ‘ana…pono au e nana kiwi a i ‘ole ho’olohe i ka lekio e poina i kela ‘eha loa o kela makahiki aku nei. he aha la ka mea ma ke kiwi i keia po?

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reality tv stars are showing up everywhere! there’s reality tv star fear factor on right now, and tomorrow on amazing race will be amber & rob again…it’s kinda weird that these people already have won their $$$ yet they go on these things to win more…and who knows if it’s for the $$$ or just to extend their tv time? they’re just popping up all over the place, it seems.

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i get to play a prediction game for both survivor & amazing race this season, which is hard, because i’m such a spoil nut! i’m constantly looking for spoilers. i’m the person who always reads the end of the story before i’ll buy/borrow a book…if the ending is sucky, i won’t bother reading the whole thing. i have to know how things turn out. how horrible is that? so these reality shows that go on for several weeks is sooo hard for me because i need to know how the ending turned out, who to root for, or if i should stop watching it at all because the ending will sicken me. anyway, we’ll see how i do!

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since i’m on the reality tv show roll right now, i can’t wait for next week when the mole dvd comes out. that was my favorite reality show, with amazing race coming in a close 2nd. but i loved the mind games of the mole. i hope there’s a bunch of behind-the-scenes and deleted scenes. especially of hubbahubba anderson :)

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i hope whose line comes out with a dvd soon…i’d get it! especially since they say the tapings go on for like 3 hours, and from that they get a 30 minute show…imagine how much good stuff they leave out! even stuff that falls flat would be funny, just to see how the performers react. i like that abc family is now showing “new to you” tapings, where i guess they’re putting together the rest of the 2 hr and 30 min from the original tapings and making them into new shows. and yeah, not all are hilarious, but still, there’s a lot of funny stuff there. colin just cracks me up, he is so good, and i love the way he and ryan play off each other. i wish they’d still make more whose line, new ones. i know ryan doesn’t do it any more (he never went on green screen) but gosh they are just so good together, and well, i need my closure, and i need to know that those two are still best buddies and stuff, i mean they probably are, but i don’t see it, so i don’t know, and they could’ve had a big fight and that’s why he didn’t go on green screen … and i know i get too much into this kinda stuff! heehee. oh well. i still think whose line is much better than most scripted sitcoms that are out there now. you know the laughter is real, and not canned.

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i don’t know what it is about me wanting to know how people end up? i mean it could be a volleyball player, or a newscaster, or an actor, or a comedian…it doens’t matter. i want to know how they end up after their “time.” did they get married? have kids? are they happy? what are they doing now? i don’t know why i think about that, i mean i guess that’s why paparazzi make such a living, getting those tidbits to satisfy people like me, but it’s more … i wonder even about local athletes and tv personalities, too. and like, just knowing if they have a child is not enough, i want to know how old, if it’s a boy or a girl, their names…not to be stalky and use the information against them one day, but just to know. like i always hear so-and-so had a baby, and i just keep thinking, boy or girl? what’s the name? when were they born? i just can’t be happy with oh, so-and-so had a baby. i don’t know why, since i’m not nosey in real life (conversing with others, i don’t go and ask them personal questions all the time). i guess i like to know that people are happy and have a good life “off-screen” or at least ended up with a happy ending.

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and what is it about little babies? you hold one and you’re just all … googoogaagaa. i was picking up my son from the sitter’s the other day and got to hold a little one there while waiting for him. wow, it brought back so many memories! and you just melt with a little one in your arms…you don’t care that you’re talking gibberish or making funny faces, just to get a smile out of this little creature. i love my little boy to death, and every day’s a wonderful experience just seeing him grow. it’s when you realize they’re growing so fast … that they’re no longer the little baby you can hold in your arms any more and act silly just to make them smile … i think that’s when your heart breaks a little. soon he’ll be off…not worrying about his mama. and i’ll be sitting again, wondering what happened to all that time, remembering how it was to hold him in my arms and making him smile. . . .

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