juspajaraña
i’ve got to stop researching things on the internet. they bring me down. i must be the world’s worst hypochondriac (or is it the world’s best?). i feel something weird, go and research it, and then, all of a sudden, i’ve got it! and i feel so down after that that i don’t want to get out of bed. oh woe is me. 
i had to kick myself out of bed today and i got a lot done. but i do know that i’ll have to get this checked out, just to have peace of mind, or i’ll go and worry all week about it, and that’s no way to spend a vacation! 
i already have a therapist appt on tuesday (scary!) so i’ll try and see if i can schedule for the same day or maybe even tomorrow, if they’ll take me. i swear, i’m the dr’s worse nightmare!
juspajaraña to those who keep my mind off these things it’s really appreciated.