Lika’s Log

The past nights have been long & restless. My arm aches to high heaven. I wake up with a stiff arm. I have to go to the gym or track. I just gotta move it or else it’ll just be stiff. Once I work out, I’m good to go. Its just the nights and the mornings are a serious pain. In the mornings it is so stiff and painful, it scares me sometimes. So far not enough to go to the doctors though. LOL

I was thinking of going to the doctors but I hate going there and its a pulled muscle. There’s not much you can do for it. He could give me muscle relaxants or whatever drugs. I don’t need drugs. I have drugs. *L*

Lying in bed I think of the pain scale the nurses in the hospital ask their patients. From a scale of 1 to 10, ten being the worst, how much pain are you feeling? Ummmmm 15! NOT. I’ve felt worst. I’ve been thru worst. Its way less then labor pains.

It just that there’s this tight heavy throbby achy feeling. Something thats not usually there. It makes me feel drained. Maybe its arthritis. Maybe its hypochondria. No, there is definitely pain here, I ain’t even faking it. Its not worth faking anything, what is there to gain. Nada. So its not hypochodriac-ing.

Its juss plain soooo-waaaaaah. *L*

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