*L* I said IT went down, not I went down. *L* I’m sorry I crack myself up somtimes. Wot wen down now? *L*
It, da scale went down. Two lbs. I’m so encouraged. Its prolly too early to celebrate because knowing me I’ll go to one buffet or bakery; but hey it actually moved. I did something right this week. Yeah, its called dragging my ass outta bed. LOL Now if only I can be consistant and disciplined.
Thats the trick huh, consistantcy. The disciplined is coming along. Its all about the quality of life, ain’t it? Its taken a while for the ‘you gotta exercise’ everyday mentality to sink in. I mean I was working out before I was sick too. Now I look at it in a different light. Yeah, like survival. *L*
I don’t wanna be skinny. When was the last time I was skinny, 4th grade? My family is not known for its skinny-ness. We come from strong “child bearing hips” stock. I’m really working towards a particualar size. I wanna be a certain size. I use to be that size in 1996 or so. I don’t care about da weight although its all relative. To be a certain size you gotta be down a certain weight.
Anyway I just got all excited over the scale going down. (I was gonna write anada ‘down’ joke here, but nuff awreddy LOL) Getting to excited ova 2 lbs is prolly premature. It could go up faster. Den wen dat happens I get all down on myself (shuddup!*L*)
Its kind of a manic depressive issue ain’t it.
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June 16th, 2005 at 12:29 pm
Congrats are in order. Let’s go celebrate our weight losses by cyber buffet!LOL Keep up the work and the pounds will keep coming off. I got some comments from relatives about how my face seemed smaller, my bloatness not there anymore. I told them to shut up. Yeah, I lost weight but much more different than you, still, like you–I am determined to keep it off!
I would like to come down to at least 180lbs. Realistically, I can achieve it if I don’t falter in eating the way I enjoy doing. You really got great topics to read that I can relate to. So much power and awareness in your subject material which is life itself.
Ok, I getting manic! Wait a minute, I am manic depressive! LOL