Lika’s Log

A few months back I had this dream that one of my Use2B co-workers was pregnant and had a baby girl. I saw myself playing with this baby girl who had curly hair and big brown eyes just like my friend KR. So I emailed everybody in the departmetnt & 3 who don’t work their anymore; and asked “Who’s pregnant?”

Well I got a response from one of the girls who use to sit next to me. I was there all the time she couldn’t concieve, she did concieve, morning sickness, serious cravings, even moe serious attitude adjustments. We use to crack up in our own little world, people did not get it, “our humor”.

Anyway she is hapai with #3 and she really wants a girl. So then she emailed me back telling me she was hapai and it betta be one girl. I was afraid it wouldn’t be. But den she went & got the sonogram and yes, it is a girl.

Today I get an email from KR telling me, oh I forgot to tell you I am pregant too and it is a girl. OMG her babygirl was da one I saw in my dreams. eeee I’m Psychic. Not.

I think we all have premonitions and have a sixth sense and all that good pyschic stuff. But our sixth sense is like over shadowed by all the distractions of everyday life and a lot of times we don’t listen, pay attention or even remember.

My dreams are inconsistant. I don’t always remember them. If I don’t write it down right away wen I wake up, its usually lost. I will go for months not dreaming or not remembering I dreamed. Then I will go months dreaming regularly and remembering.

Last month I dreamed one of my friends died. I woke up kind of freaked out. In one sense I know the dreams don’t literally mean what it seems, then again you never know. I was wondering if I should call that friend but it would have freaked me out even more if it had been the truth. So I was expecting bad news because I knew I would have gotten a call from my other friends to tell me. It never happened. Friend is still kicking.

Daughter #2 has very intense vivid dreams, every now and then she will call outta da blue 4:00 am in the morning, crying about this and that and it was so real and I’m scared. And I gotta talk her down anden we start cracking up & crying. I swear real heart attack kine, 4:00 am wake up call.

She always reminds me that her dreams come true, blah blah blah. And I have to remind her, when do they come true? Yeah way later, like deja vu kine. Its rarely something immediate or an exact time or date. It happens but it could be years before it actually does and when it does, its more deja’vu den tragedy. With her its anixety attack kine dreams.

It all started small keed time wen da dang haole girl neighbor told her dat da devil lives in da closet. OMG dat child had nightmares regularly and I remind her of dat times and she don’t even remembah her just laugh. I’m like wasn’t funny to me, I had to wake up in da middle of da night.

I think dreams keep us sane or close to it. Its mental release of something or other that we don’t process wen we are awake. Then there’s those ada kine of dreams dat………………………..um’neva mind! *L*

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