Lika’s Log

I don’t consider myself a moody person. Then again I’m a Cancer and supposeably they are. Whatever. I think male Cancers are moodier then female Cancers. I say that because I was raised by an Alpha male Cancer aka my Fahdah. LOL Its a moon thing ain’t it, moods and all that psycho stuff. *L*

Imagine if you will not being able to have your favoriete cereal in the morning. What’s your favorite cereal? Mines is Sugar Pops but really the name is Corn Pops, I’ve just always called it Sugar Pops. I’ve been into Cheerios and Special K until I was rudely interrupted by this prescribed diet. But its do it or die. Or worst even maybe, do da diet again.*L*

So anyway I can’t have milk so I can’t have cereal. Dang. I have a recipe for a milk substitute that calls for pure-raying, pure’, blending some nuts and adding water. I don’t think so. Its milk or nothing. Hello nothing. So oatmeal. I wanted grits but I need milk and buttah along with Splenda in my grits, so oatmeal. I love certain nuts, but not enough to make a milk substitue out of it.*L*

Not being able to eat whatver I want to eat makes me have to really think about what I can & cannot eat. Like everything in a supermarket has salt in it. If it doesn’t and it says it doesn’t, it’ll cost more. Eating healthy cost you more then eating whatever. Having to think about what I can eat makes me feel obsessive compulsive not by choice but by prescription. Food becomes a focal point that messes up my mood. LOL

The process I am going thru is called “going hypothyroid.” Its like PMS on steroids in a sense. Speaking of PMS, I thought I was done with this monthly bleeding business, but I guess not. It pisses me off that it can just show up any damn time it pleases. I use to be like clockwork and I was fine with that for decades. I was just getting comfortable and enjoying being rag free for 6 months and its shows up agian. Then it was every other month for lord knows how long. Then sorta regular for three months, then 40 days apart then……enough awreddy. Oh, sorry ~ where was I….lol talk about digressing…..

Going “hypothyroid” is a mental test. Did I ever mention I don’t test well. Yeah well I’ve done this before and I can do this again. I just have to adjust my mentalness. *L*

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