Confusion
Monday, November 21st, 2005I’ve been feeling very confused lately. There are some things going on in my life where I need to decide which path to take. I wish I had binoculars to look down each path. One path I’ve been traveling down for a really long time. There were many flowers along the way but also many thorns. For the last couple of years the path has become overgrown and was not tended to - it made it difficult to move forward, the path was impossible to navigate and so I went in circles time and time again until I just got sick and tired.
Now that I am at a crossroads, so to speak, I can see down the new path but not very far. I don’t even know if the path continues on to any destination. I can see maybe a mile or so down before it becomes misty. However, the short distance I’ve taken on this other path makes me feel lighthearted and happy. I can smell the flowers again - I can see the colors of the leaves and the sky and the rainbow.
Do I try moseying along this new trail to see where it may lead? If it is a dead end will the other path be gone? If so, will there be another path to guide me to where I want to be or will I end up standing alone in this forest?
I wish I knew the answers. Maybe I should just find somewhere to sit down until I figure it out…
Loren ![]()