Loren’s Life

I can’t say whether I’ve been busy or lazy. I’ve neglected writing in my blog which I was so excited to have and have hardly even emailed friends. Then I get sad when no one writes me. Hypocritical. I’m going to make an effort this week. I wrote to some friends yesterday and today and forgot how fun it is to blah blah blah in an email.

I’ve been consumed lately with thoughts of what to do with my future. I’m taking baby steps toward what I think would be a great plan but I don’t want to jinx anything or get overly excited. I should know if my plan is a possibility next month and until then I’ll be sitting here with my fingers crossed! No, it’s not getting engaged!!!

Today I felt really chubby and thought ‘okay, I’m going on 30, maybe all the cake and ice cream and candy! that I’ve been eating is a bit too much’. So I decided just for today, I’d eat a bit more healthy. Ha ha ha. I ended up eating a bunch of red vines and a bowl of cookie dough ice cream and pizza rolls for dinner. Bad bad. There’s always tomorrow. So instead of drastic steps which will set me up for failure I think I should at least make myself drink a little water everyday (I never do), do something active at least once a week, and forego any extra cheese, butter, second helping of ice cream, etc. Oh, and dance hula with my daughter when she practices.

Wow, I sound like a completely unhealthy couch potato.

Okay, I just walked to the fridge, got a Diet Pepsi and came back. I can now check off “active” from my list.

Loren

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